Tears

I have two things I want to blog - both have me very depressed. One is beyond sad, I may not even get to the other subject.

My oldest daughter was expecting, she was scheduled to be induced July 5 (my mom's birthday). Her checkup on July 3rd went well, but something happened between the checkup and when she came in to be induced. When they hooked her up to the monitors no fetal heartbeat could be found. The baby was stillborn. I hurt so bad, I just want to drive to Georgia, hold my daughter and cry with her.

She thinks I'm never there for her, but I've been right here all along.