Manic Depressive Paranoid Schizophrenic

More garden pictures have been added. I think I have 4 plants left to get in the ground. Then I need to put some edging down to divert the water runoff.

I created a section called recipes. When I can find the time, I plan to add my favorite recipes. Sort of a repository, so to speak.

I called the Gamma Beta Phi National Headquarters today. I was trying to find out how to replace my membership certificate and my Certificate of Merit. The last name was misspelled at the time – sort of a moot point right now – when it dawned on me we are talking about events from 15 to 20 years ago. Okay, that’s depressing. That got me thinking even more and made me start wondering if I am a Manic Depressive. My mood swings can be pretty wide ranging. Most of the time I seem to be pretty chipper and in good spirits but are the “highs” too high and the “lows” too low? No drug reference intended there. Some of the things life has thrown at me lately have been pretty tough but I seem to muddle through them. Then I laughed, and told myself you need to throw Schizophrenic in there because here you are “talking” to yourself in a blog. Think about it, who else is really reading this? Megan stops in on occasion – so would these be my “Letter’s to Megan”? Looks like the world will never know my deepest, “darkest” thoughts. Then who knows who might be reading this – I’d better not say anything negative about the day job, it might be held against me. Oh no, did I just add Paranoid?

So should I add coded messages? Start a hidden blog? Are you kidding me? If I had that kind of time on my hands, I could go back to school. Or at least find another part time job ;)

Well at least the few, people who stop by can see “what she was thinking” at some brief moment in time – or at least until the ADD kicks in and I get bored with it.